Busy Life

I assume it's about time for another one of these. I've been so busy lately I haven't had time to express myself on here like I normally do.

Well, here goes..

I've been working and doing school work non stop. Last week was my birthday so I had a lot of partying to do and didn't have anytime to write. It felt horrible, like my fingers where itching to type out my thoughts but I just didn't have to time to do so. & now that I sit here, I feel as though I have nothing to write.

So, I think I'm just going to talk about my every day life and see where this conversation I'm going to have with my self takes me.

My hamster, Jack got a really huge scratch on his nose last week and for a while I just left him alone because I figured it would heal by itself. It didn't, it got really bad so I went to the pest store and spent $30 on my damn rodent on some medicine that will help him heal. Whatever, I love the little guy and it does look a lot better.

Damn, I feel like my life is so uneventful. I'm talking about my stupid hamster on my blog. This is ridiculous. My life is so boring if I think about it. I always feel as though it's so amazing and crazy and at times it is. But recently it's been nothing but studying, class, and work work work. I feel like I've been neglecting my friends and spending all the free time I have with Alex. Which I kind of have been doing. I need to stop that, I'm not that girl that's so far up her boyfriend's ass that she has no other life. I love him to death, but he's not my world. I mean, he is, but you know what I mean. I don't revolve around him. We're not married, we have separate lives, and we live in different cities. We spend so much money constantly trying to see each other and recently we've been seeing each other more than we have been apart. I love it, I do, but I don't think it's healthy for us to be doing that so much. But I love seeing him and being rapped in his arms. It sucks. I feel so conflicted about this area. I'll just leave it for now and figure it out later.

As for Carrigan, she is doing so much better and I am so proud of her. She's such a fantastic human being and I'm happy she's beginning to figure that out. I'm happy that she is becoming dependent on herself and happy with herself rather than someone else. She's strong and I'm happy that she is realizing this.

I guess I'll write more again when I actually have something worth writing.