1. I've been in a weird mood all day, and kinda grumpy at that
2. I've had to spend my ENTIRE night babysitting (meaning I'm still babysitting, got here at 5 & won't leave until 2am)
3. Nothing good is on TV, or if it is good, I've already seen it like 53907825784 times.
4. Was gonna hang out with some friends when I left babysitting, that won't be happening now.
Like seriously, Rod.. I understand that it's my job as a babysitter to watch your kid and let you go out every now and then but damn, I'm here at least once a week as it is. I don't want to spend my entire weekend over here. Not to mention, your kid is turning into a pain in the ass. He was good when I first started babysitting, but now he's being a little asshole and he's not obeying me or listening to me. Not to mention, the kids he hands out with don't help. Cade is obviously a follower, and he's following their bad behavior. That Braden kid is bad news.
I'm annoyed, and tired and I know I have plenty of homework to do, but I can't bring myself to do it. I'm so tired of school and I'd do anything to have a semester off, but I know that if I do that, I'll never go back. I hate school. I hate that we have to have a degree to even think about getting a job. If you want to make money though, you have to have at least a masters degree. They make it impossible to get a job without a degree, but they make the process of getting that degree damn near impossible as well. Not to mention the cost of a college education is through the roof, I'm already over my head in debt as it is and I haven't even had to start paying my loans off yet.
I'm overwhelmed, I'm exhausted, I'm depressed, and I'm clearly going insane. I can't do this shit any more. I need a vacation and spring break is coming up and I'm not going anywhere because I can't afford to and my boyfriend left me in the fucking dust. Thanks a lot for fucking destroying this semester for me. I'm sick of this shit. I'm sick of this life that I'm living. It's the same shit day in and day out. I want to have an adventure. I want to journey out of this life and jump into a more exciting one. I'm tired of being stuck in this small college town, not having true friends, and not having a fucking life. I want to go. I want to get a way. I want to leave.
This is life, and I'm gonna live it.
You should come visit me. There's a beach here.
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