Change

People change, but so do you. Sometimes, for the best, and sometimes for the worst. Bad things happen to everyone. You're not in it alone. People lie, and some people just don't care how you feel. Your heart beats, no matter how much pain you're in. Everything will be okay, eventually. There are always people in your life that just make your day, no matter the miles. Don't tell me it's easy because it's not, but it's worth it, I'd rather stay in touch with the people I love, than just drop it and forget it. You forgive, but never forget, and you certainly don't forget about the ones you love. It doesn't work like that. Give it all you got, and live your life to the fullest. People would kill to be you, have what you have, someone always has worse that you, but that doesn't matter your pain doesn't count.

For some reason neither of us understands we've been forced to say goodbye. I would love to tell you that everything will work out for us and I promise I will do all I can do to make sure it does, but if we never meet again and this is truly goodbye, I know we will see each other again. Maybe, the stars will have changed and we will not only love each other for that time, but for all the times we've had before.

You know, after that day I changed. I am no longer who I was three weeks ago. I am not the same person I who believed in fate I won't believe in "signs" anymore because they really do not mean anything. No matter how bad you wish or hope they do. As for right now, I don't believe in love. There is no happily ever after. At least not for me.