I can't remember the last time I felt like this. At first, it felt wrong. I didn't recognize the feeling and then I understood it. I was smiling, glowing, happy. This emotion has escaped me for so long it felt foreign. Like it didn't belong. The incredibly huge, goofy grin that was plastered across my face felt new and refreshing. It felt warm and pretty. I felt so pretty, beautiful, gorgeous. Right.
I wonder why this has escaped me for so long? Why I couldn't be happy. This happened in the strangest way. Just driving down the road with the windows down and the wind blowing through my hair. It was such a fantastic feeling. New, grand, amazing. Happy. Fantastic, Ecstatic. I truly don't know how to respond to this. Its it right? Is it okay to be happy when so many others are not?
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