It's strange how you don't really miss someone until they're really gone. How you don't really notice or appreciate their presence until they leave. You think everything will always be the same, never changing... but everything really can change in the blink of an eye.
You never know how much you love someone until they walk away. Until they give up on you and leave because they can't handle how crazy you are anymore. They can't handle your indecision, or your emotional roller coaster anymore. They give up. Give up on you, give up on "we".
You don't want them to leave, to walk out of your life. You want them to come back and sometimes they do and it's incredible other times they become a bitter sweet memory.
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