I miss falling asleep on the phone with him every night and I miss texting and talking to him all day. I miss him in all aspects. Being in his arms at night. Feeling him pull me closer to him in his sleep. I miss his sweet kisses and his warm hugs. I miss him ALWAYS being there.
His presence makes me smile and his smile makes me smile. Why have I been so stupid and so stubborn? So incredibly hard headed? Even my mom told me I was being stupid.
Now my heart aches for him. It yearns for his touch, his warmth, his love. All of him. All to myself. I've found myself and I've found what I want, but is it too late? Have I hurt him too much? Pushed him too far away? I hope not. He's all I see. All I think about. I want him and only him for the rest of my life. Please tell me it's not too late. That he still wants me too.
At
some point, you've got to just jump. You've got to quit being scared of
the "maybes" and "what-ifs". Quit cheating yourself out of the best
thing that could ever happen to you. Quit cheating him out of the same.
Fall hard, fall long, fall forever. Why have I been cheating myself and
him for so long? When happiness is all I've wanted and I'm happy with
him. Ecstatic. Amazed. Loved and loving in return.
While you were sleeping I figured out everything. I was constructed for you and you were molded for me. Now i feel your name coursing through my veins. You shine so bright, it's insane. You put the sun to shame.
The thing about you is you're fun. You make me laugh and you make me feel more alive. Okay, you make me a little crazy sometimes, but these are the moments in my mind. Crystal clear images of you and I and how we fit together, and it all just makes such perfect sense. I know what I want, I want to spend all of my time with you.
"Just suppose that the shaping of destiny and molding of destiny is your destiny."
"Destiny is the bridge you build to the one you love." - My Sassy Girl
While you were sleeping I figured out everything. I was constructed for you and you were molded for me. Now i feel your name coursing through my veins. You shine so bright, it's insane. You put the sun to shame.
The thing about you is you're fun. You make me laugh and you make me feel more alive. Okay, you make me a little crazy sometimes, but these are the moments in my mind. Crystal clear images of you and I and how we fit together, and it all just makes such perfect sense. I know what I want, I want to spend all of my time with you.
"Just suppose that the shaping of destiny and molding of destiny is your destiny."
"Destiny is the bridge you build to the one you love." - My Sassy Girl
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